Jeremiah's complaint

O LORD you deceived me and I was deceived;
you overpowered me and prevailed.
I am ridiculed all day long; everyone mocks me.
Whenever I speak, I cry out proclaiming violence and destruction.
So the word of the LORD has brought me insult and reproach all day long.
But if I say , "I will not mention him his word is in my heart like a fire, a fire shut up in my bones.
I am weary of holding it in;
indeed, I cannot.
I hear many whispering,
"Terror on every side!
Report him! Let's report him!"
All my friends are waiting for me to slip, saying
"Perhaps he will be deceived; then we will prevail over him and take our revenge on him."

But the LORD is with me like a mighty warrior;
so my persecutors will stumble and not prevail.
They will fail and be thoroughly disgraced;
thier dishonour will never be forgotten.
O LORD almighty, you who examine the righteous and probe the hearts and mind,
let me see your vengeance upon them, for to you I have committed my cause.

I wept uncontrollably, then joy and peace I found...

Viable references:
PSALM 36
1 CORINTHIANS 13
scribbled at 3:25 PM

I want to but can't.
I try to but fail.
I dream, but rest does not serve me.
The apoptosis of my life has been marked thus...

You invoke my tears, laughter, screams, love, hate.
These paradoxes of obsession are cruelly lined
with mockery and jest.
I prithee, spare me...

Relinquish myself I must,
from the labyrinth of Infatuation.
On the contrary,
Feed the excitement piecemeal
that this fixation will wane not.

Nevertheless, I glimpse into an ethereal dimension,
and still see myself in ur snug bosom.
Of this hope i feed upon,
it may never be fulfilled...

-.-'
scribbled at 6:03 PM