Thursday, June 22, 2006
Monday, June 12, 2006
What's gotten into me? I wait patiently, but patience is like the skin it gets worn thin with time. Someone has a thick hide will one day find himself with a flaking epidermis. Then recently I falter and think about stuff which has never crossed my mind and that surprises me. I feel guilty thinking about it but I'm at peace with myself whenever I entertain such a thought. I dunno if I can wait in anticipation or should I say weariness. Someone give me sign anything to allow me to regain my lost emotions. Im utterly perplexed. But maybe I tell myself I am my own worry. The inherent problem is my cowardice. Again I say "i've been proactive but to no avail". I wonder if I should allow myself other windows of opportunities. I really wonder...