Friday, August 31, 2007
Why does my site counter stop counting? Is it spoilt? Oh I know, it's because I havent been updating my blog. Hahahaha. Surprise entry.
Thursday, October 26, 2006
Friday, October 20, 2006
Life is about antonyms. You lose then you gain. You release the old and you get to hold the new.
"The scientific approach to life is not really appropriate to states of visceral anguish" (Anthony Burgess).
A word of advice:
If one's parameters of happiness happen to teeter on the edge of the visceral, be careful because agony sets in when the boundaries are crossed.It'd be a lesson learnt but if you've found your foothold, never lapse into an uncontrived state of emotions. Cordone off all boundaries by intellectual decisions. However, it wouldn't hurt to change the boundaries from time to time. It might just yield something vaguely saccharine.
For me, if change comes a-knocking the door would not be answered.
Jubilant.
Friday, August 18, 2006
Love is a strange and funny thing. Haha. Strange in that it can bring strangers together? Funny in that it can allow us to laugh at no particular subject? Random broach of topic there.LOL.
I managed to drag my blistered soul past the week. After all it's the exams. What could be more painful? For those who aren't inherently gifted im sure u'd agree. Well i agree that im gifted at being narcoplectic but i guess that wouldn't help. Haha. Two more weeks and It'd be over. Im accumulating a sleep debt so astronomical I fear I'd be able to pay it in full. If I were made to pay a nominal interest I'd probably just die. Like. Duh. Eternal sleep is a euphemism for death. So I guess passing on ain't that morbid or taboo a subject as how some old fogeys make it out to sound, especially if you liked the bed as much as I did. I would assume you all assumed that the bed were used as a tool for realising your dreams and not creation of new life. Oops deviating a little there.
Oh something which might have lifted my spirits recently was Yau Cheun's farewell gathering. That lucky db(up to you to figure which alphabet u'd want to use)astard is gg to some Hongky uni to study dentistry. He need not take the damn A's. What a cheat. But we'd all root for u over here in Singapore. Like how would we be able to move if we were rooting(pun intended) right? Oh back to my point about how glad I was for the farewell party. No, im not happy that I won't be seeing that *$%^#&%&@^& in a long while it's just that i finally got to catch up with ppl ive always had a penchant for. (the anal retentive man clement, black nigel, lobster sebestard, big head minhao, missing body part minghan, Jrong and liangcheng(the three stooges) and of course mini CHI. It's such a blessing that more than 3/4 of 4A turned up. Well it was such a waste that birdy koon and bhangra gabhra din attend or it would have been perfect, for me at least.
Thursday, June 22, 2006
Monday, June 12, 2006
What's gotten into me? I wait patiently, but patience is like the skin it gets worn thin with time. Someone has a thick hide will one day find himself with a flaking epidermis. Then recently I falter and think about stuff which has never crossed my mind and that surprises me. I feel guilty thinking about it but I'm at peace with myself whenever I entertain such a thought. I dunno if I can wait in anticipation or should I say weariness. Someone give me sign anything to allow me to regain my lost emotions. Im utterly perplexed. But maybe I tell myself I am my own worry. The inherent problem is my cowardice. Again I say "i've been proactive but to no avail". I wonder if I should allow myself other windows of opportunities. I really wonder...
Wednesday, March 22, 2006
Today was the penultimate. The term exams that is. I break out in cold sweat at the thought of receiving my results. Pessimism is an overstated hype, im just being realistic. Exams really screw ur body up. Im suffering from a pseudo-zombie syndrome. It really is killing me. Not being able to sleep when a bloody migraine strikes. Think it, what better way than to sleep a headache away, but even I am deprived of such dulcorate.I live in consternation, one day i may just stay awake to the point of death and still do not realise it.2 freaking hours. That's the duration of my recuperation. After this its time to hit the dastardly math questions and not the sack. I yearn for liberation. I have a hunch that because my body clock has malfunctioned, that i have no sense of urgency when i do a paper. Every paper i sit for, i give away 10+ marks due to the lack of time. Im uber duber annoyed at my lackadaisical prediliction but have no energy to change it. HOW I WISH I WERE A PHOTOSYNTHETIC ORGANISM WHICH IS ABLE TO UTILISE ENERGY FROM THE SUN TO FUEL MY DAY'S ACTIVITIES. Screw the notion of conversion of energies. I do not want energy to be converted I want it to be stored in me. Im a miserly energy conservationalist!
As my heart bleeds, i wonder why I begin to feel like an anathema in your life.I am distraught and crestfallen. I prithee, pick me up one day and stand me on my feet.Pluck me from the abysmal depths of forlorn.